After 3 yrs he took me to Venice and proposed. Heaven. The only strange thing was that he didnt like me spending the nights at his house except saturdays or half term holidays. I saw him nearly every night and we were always together. His family and mine were happy or us. He told me quite early on that he would like to work abroad at some point. I spent most of my time trying to find a job abroad so we could go together. My only stipulation was he try and go to an english speaking country as this gave me a good chance of finding a job as well as I wanted him to have his dream. After 5 or 6 years, I mentioned isnt it about time we started thinking about living tgether? He said that he was scared of living together so I agreed how about we try
me staying more than 1 night a week t start off with as we are together all the time on holidays and it has never been a problem. He agreed but it never happened. After 6 years like this my family and his started to say he was using me as we did everything couples do except live together. They constantly questioned me about where we were going, if we had a future etc. They semed to blame me where it was his decision to not have us move in. I told him to please talk to them as I was under so much pressure from everybody. Last year I lost my job unfairly and was considering legal action. I was in such a mess and told him he could do better than me as I was a nothing and a nobody (I was very depressed) After 5 weeks I found another job but found out he had secretely asked another girl out. He said he was so sorry,it was becuase I said he could do better. We stayed together, I said we need to move this relationship up as engaged now for 4 years and still no
improvement on living together. I decided to get out from the pressure of my parents and buy my own home. He agreed and helped me with the deposit saying we would have our own place (even though he already lives alone) so he could live with me. During this his pal, became ill with Cancer – he dealt with this by cutting himself off from me saying he was going through a terrible time and his job was possibly being cut too. I said should we have a break so he could deal with the situation, he said he couldnt handle any external pressure namely me as I was asking him when I coud stay the night (getting angry in the process as he didnt undertsand why I felt used for sex) After two months of not seeing him properly, I asked him what was going on and he said everytime he saw me he gets stressed out. I have stood by him through two fatal accidents, his workload, his ups and downs etc and was finally at breaking point. I found out that a younger girl (20 yrs
younger) had asked him out and he was seeing her. she told me to get lost he was with her now!!

She text me lots of vindictive messages and he did not stop it. He said he was at his lowest when he met her and wants us to get back together. the house I bought went through when he was with her. I am on my own now doing it up, his work found out about them and sacked him. He has now had to move away for work. Is this my fault and how do I get us back together.
When I asked him why he did this, he said because I told him I would be leaving after another year if things didn?t change a bit, also he was at his lowest point in life because of his pal dying. He told me he only got engaged to me to keep me until somebody better came along. After 6 months we started talking again and he said he didnt mean anything he said. have now found out he is seeing somebody abroad; I saw their photo on face book. I confronted him and he has just said he doesnt want to hurt me.

Now though, he is with this other woman moving on. The girl he cheated on me with has moved onto her next target without a care in the world. I am left holding the bag all on my own. She broke us up like a tornado and has now left a path of destruction. How do I get my life on track, I have not many pals and am very alone. I see her everywhere happy and smiling whereas I have just lost the bset thing I ever had and I cant cope with the loss. Her ex told me she is destructive. She breaks up families and moves on. Now my guy and I are in different countries and moving on. How do I move on to? I just cant take this.
To: 1234: If you try reading it before answering you idiot.
You have it all back to front.

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After 3 yrs he took me to Venice and proposed. Heaven. The only strange thing was that he didnt like me spending the nights at his house except saturdays or half term holidays. I saw him nearly every night and we were always together. His family and mine were happy or us. He told me quite early on that he would like to work abroad at some point. I spent most of my time trying to find a job abroad so we could go together. My only stipulation was he try and go to an english speaking country as this gave me a good chance of finding a job as well as I wanted him to have his dream. After 5 or 6 years, I mentioned isnt it about time we started thinking about living tgether? He said that he was scared of living together so I agreed how about we try
me staying more than 1 night a week t start off with as we are together all the time on holidays and it has never been a problem. He agreed but it never happened. After 6 years like this my family and his started to say he was using me as we did everything couples do except live together. They constantly questioned me about where we were going, if we had a future etc. They semed to blame me where it was his decision to not have us move in. I told him to please talk to them as I was under so much pressure from everybody. Last year I lost my job unfairly and was considering legal action. I was in such a mess and told him he could do better than me as I was a nothing and a nobody (I was very depressed) After 5 weeks I found another job but found out he had secretely asked another girl out. He said he was so sorry,it was becuase I said he could do better. We stayed together, I said we need to move this relationship up as engaged now for 4 years and still no
improvement on living together. I decided to get out from the pressure of my parents and buy my own home. He agreed and helped me with the deposit saying we would have our own place (even though he already lives alone) so he could live with me. During this his pal, became ill with Cancer – he dealt with this by cutting himself off from me saying he was going through a terrible time and his job was possibly being cut too. I said should we have a break so he could deal with the situation, he said he couldnt handle any external pressure namely me as I was asking him when I coud stay the night (getting angry in the process as he didnt undertsand why I felt used for sex) After two months of not seeing him properly, I asked him what was going on and he said everytime he saw me he gets stressed out. I have stood by him through two fatal accidents, his workload, his ups and downs etc and was finally at breaking point. I found out that a younger girl (20 yrs
younger) had asked him out and he was seeing her. she told me to get lost he was with her now!!

She text me lots of vindictive messages and he did not stop it. He said he was at his lowest when he met her and wants us to get back together. the house I bought went through when he was with her. I am on my own now doing it up, his work found out about them and sacked him. He has now had to move away for work. Is this my fault and how do I get us back together.
When I asked him why he did this, he said because I told him I would be leaving after another year if things didn?t change a bit, also he was at his lowest point in life because of his pal dying. He told me he only got engaged to me to keep me until somebody better came along. After 6 months we started talking again and he said he didnt mean anything he said. have now found out he is seeing somebody abroad; I saw their photo on face book. I confronted him and he has just said he doesnt want to hurt me.

Now though, he is with this other woman moving on. The girl he cheated on me with has moved onto her next target without a care in the world. I am left holding the bag all on my own. She broke us up like a tornado and has now left a path of destruction. How do I get my life on track, I have not many pals and am very alone. I see her everywhere happy and smiling whereas I have just lost the bset thing I ever had and I cant cope with the loss. Her ex told me she is destructive. She breaks up families and moves on. Now my guy and I are in different countries and moving on. How do I move on to? I just cant take this.

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saw him nearly every night and we were always together. His family and mine were happy or us. He told me quite early on that he would like to work abroad at some point. I spent most of my time trying to find a job abroad so we could go together. My only stipulation was he try and go to an english speaking country as this gave me a good chance of finding a job as well as I wanted him to have his dream. After 5 or 6 years, I mentioned isnt it about time we started thinking about living tgether? He said that he was scared of living together so I agreed how about we try
me staying more than 1 night a week t start off with as we are together all the time on holidays and it has never been a problem. He agreed but it never happened. After 6 years like this my family and his started to say he was using me as we did everything couples do except live together. They constantly questioned me about where we were going, if we had a future etc. They semed to blame me where it was his decision to not have us move in. I told him to please talk to them as I was under so much pressure from everybody. Last year I lost my job unfairly and was considering legal action. I was in such a mess and told him he could do better than me as I was a nothing and a nobody (I was very depressed) After 5 weeks I found another job but found out he had secretely asked another girl out. He said he was so sorry,it was becuase I said he could do better. We stayed together, I said we need to move this relationship up as engaged now for 4 years and still no
improvement on living together. I decided to get out from the pressure of my parents and buy my own home. He agreed and helped me with the deposit saying we would have our own place (even though he already lives alone) so he could live with me. During this his pal, became ill with Cancer – he dealt with this by cutting himself off from me saying he was going through a terrible time and his job was possibly being cut too. I said should we have a break so he could deal with the situation, he said he couldnt handle any external pressure namely me as I was asking him when I coud stay the night (getting angry in the process as he didnt undertsand why I felt used for sex) After two months of not seeing him properly, I asked him what was going on and he said everytime he saw me he gets stressed out. I have stood by him through two fatal accidents, his workload, his ups and downs etc and was finally at breaking point. I found out that a younger girl (20 yrs
younger) had asked him out and he was seeing her. she told me to get lost he was with her now!!

She text me lots of vindictive messages and he did not stop it. He said he was at his lowest when he met her and wants us to get back together. the house I bought went through when he was with her. I am on my own now doing it up, his work found out about them and sacked him. He has now had to move away for work. Is this my fault and how do I get us back together.
When I asked him why he did this, he said because I told him I would be leaving after another year if things didn?t change a bit, also he was at his lowest point in life because of his pal dying. He told me he only got engaged to me to keep me until somebody better came along. After 6 months we started talking again and he said he didnt mean anything he said. have now found out he is seeing somebody abroad; I saw their photo on face book. I confronted him and he has just said he doesnt want to hurt me.

Now though, he is with this other woman moving on. The girl he cheated on me with has moved onto her next target without a care in the world. I am left holding the bag all on my own. She broke us up like a tornado and has now left a path of destruction. How do I get my life on track, I have not many pals and am very alone. I see her everywhere happy and smiling whereas I have just lost the bset thing I ever had and I cant cope with the loss. Her ex told me she is destructive. She breaks up families and moves on. Now my guy and I are in different countries and moving on. How do I move on to? I just cant take this.
I really want to meet that special person and thought I’d found him. Am I ugly, please look at pic and tell me.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=308584&id=1080292859&ref=fbx_album#!/photo.php?pid=73700&id=1080292859&ref=fbx_album

if your not going to write anything HELPFUL, just dont bother because its a waste of time.

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After 3 yrs he took me to Venice and proposed. Heaven. The only strange thing was that he didnt like me spending the nights at his house except saturdays or half term holidays. I saw him nearly every night and we were always together. His family and mine were happy or us. He told me quite early on that he would like to work abroad at some point. I spent most of my time trying to find a job abroad so we could go together. My only stipulation was he try and go to an english speaking country as this gave me a good chance of finding a job as well as I wanted him to have his dream. After 5 or 6 years, I mentioned isnt it about time we started thinking about living tgether? He said that he was scared of living together so I agreed how about we try
me staying more than 1 night a week t start off with as we are together all the time on holidays and it has never been a problem. He agreed but it never happened. After 6 years like this my family and his started to say he was using me as we did everything couples do except live together. They constantly questioned me about where we were going, if we had a future etc. They semed to blame me where it was his decision to not have us move in. I told him to please talk to them as I was under so much pressure from everybody. Last year I lost my job unfairly and was considering legal action. I was in such a mess and told him he could do better than me as I was a nothing and a nobody (I was very depressed) After 5 weeks I found another job but found out he had secretely asked another girl out. He said he was so sorry,it was becuase I said he could do better. We stayed together, I said we need to move this relationship up as engaged now for 4 years and still no
improvement on living together. I decided to get out from the pressure of my parents and buy my own home. He agreed and helped me with the deposit saying we would have our own place (even though he already lives alone) so he could live with me. During this his pal, became ill with Cancer – he dealt with this by cutting himself off from me saying he was going through a terrible time and his job was possibly being cut too. I said should we have a break so he could deal with the situation, he said he couldnt handle any external pressure namely me as I was asking him when I coud stay the night (getting angry in the process as he didnt undertsand why I felt used for sex) After two months of not seeing him properly, I asked him what was going on and he said everytime he saw me he gets stressed out. I have stood by him through two fatal accidents, his workload, his ups and downs etc and was finally at breaking point. I found out that a younger girl (20 yrs
younger) had asked him out and he was seeing her. she told me to get lost he was with her now!!

She text me lots of vindictive messages and he did not stop it. He said he was at his lowest when he met her and wants us to get back together. the house I bought went through when he was with her. I am on my own now doing it up, his work found out about them and sacked him. He has now had to move away for work. Is this my fault and how do I get us back together.
When I asked him why he did this, he said because I told him I would be leaving after another year if things didn?t change a bit, also he was at his lowest point in life because of his pal dying. He told me he only got engaged to me to keep me until somebody better came along. After 6 months we started talking again and he said he didnt mean anything he said. have now found out he is seeing somebody abroad; I saw their photo on face book. I confronted him and he has just said he doesnt want to hurt me.

Now though, he is with this other woman moving on. The girl he cheated on me with has moved onto her next target without a care in the world. I am left holding the bag all on my own. She broke us up like a tornado and has now left a path of destruction. How do I get my life on track, I have not many pals and am very alone. I see her everywhere happy and smiling whereas I have just lost the bset thing I ever had and I cant cope with the loss. Her ex told me she is destructive. She breaks up families and moves on. Now my guy and I are in different countries and moving on. How do I move on to? I just cant take this.

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My house was damaged by a tornado (severely). State farm offers an hour for cleanup and repairs the customer makes on the house.

My total was 0.
Is there a cap on how much you can earn?
There are other people who earned money too. So is the cap only per person? Or does it go for everyone?
And I’m not doing repairs, I’m just cleaning up debris. And by my house I meant my parents house. I’m 13. Apparently there is no age limit.

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ever since i was 12 or 13, I have been terrified of tornadoes or any kind of severe thunderstorm. I am always checking the weather when i see the sky getting dark and i freak out so much, i keep thinking i’m having a heart attack… and it’s even worse because my parents are gone for almost 6 hours a day, 5 days a week. we have a small ( and in my opinion, an unsturdy) house in the suburbs and i have no plan for when a tornado does hit. Any ideas on where we could go for shelter?

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I was standing in front of a local grocery store, at night, and i looked to the east, and there was the most beautiful sight i have ever laid my eyes on. A giant solar eclipse was taking up most of the view, it was a perfect circle in the sky. And all around it were sparkling stars that shined so bright. I tried to take a picture of it, but a truck and trailer blocked my view. All of a sudden there was a guy there, and he said "Those usually mean there is a monsoon coming" I live in the middle of Colorado!And when the truck moved, the eclipse was gone. It had been replaced by dark clouds that seemed to be tying themselves together, hiding the eclipse. We arrived at my house soon after and my parents said "Hurry, there are tornadoes, get into the box." My siblings got into a box, and i got into a box with the children next door. And I remember being terrified. What do you think this could possibly mean?

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ok i am at home alone because my parents went somewhere
Anywho
its really dark outside (its day time..but clouds and stuff)
andthe tv started to beep and a national weather service report came on
There is a tornado watch for my county
I am really scared and i have no place to go
and it is serious because a HE-UGE tree just fell on my house
ANY ADVICE?

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so..this movie is about a tornado
in movie..there is this family who lives in a small town and one day the kids stayed home and the parents went out somewhere. Then they were watching the TV and the picture start to mess up…they saw a tornado coming and one of the guy went upstairs to get his baby sister/brother in the crib…and then they all went in the basement washroom to hide.
The house fell when the tornado came,but the siblings survived and when they came out, they started to search for survivors and their parents….also the other thing i remember was that they found their grandma under a huge farm stable and she barely survived

I dont really remember anything else from the movie…i watched on TV a long time ago and i’ve been looking for it ever since…
if anyone can plz tell what movie is that, it would be a great help:)
Thank you

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i’m a huge USA softball fan and at the end of july the world cup of softball is taking place in oklahoma city. i really want my parents to take me there for 3 or 4 days to go watch. i’ve never been to the midwest but i know oklahoma is in tornado alley. i’ve never experienced a tornado but i’m very scared of them. would the tornadoes in oklahoma be a reason of concern to not travel there?

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I live in a 3rd floor apartment and we just had our first bad storm. I live in Mount Prospect IL. My parents live about 3 miles from us. I’d like to be able to head there in case of a tornado watch. How can I get updated warnings? I don’t have a TV but do have interent but am not on here often. Is there some sort of text weather warning? Help me so I can sleep easy tonight!

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ok first off i had a dream that i was in my room and my dad and me where looking at my computer and he said " we might get a tornado " and i was like " no way haha" and then he pointed to this red light and he laughed and then left and then i heard something at my window it sounded like something was trying to break in so i ran out of my room and into my parents where and they where on they’re bed watching tv and i just sat down there because i did not want to be alone and then on the tv and girl with wings flew on top of this tree and that is when i woke up ….and i was a little scared and it took me about a hour to get back to sleep then that is when the really strange dream happened

i was sitting down at this bench and there was this girl sitting in front of me and i said " i love your dress" then the sky got dark and it got windy

and one person said " there’s a tornado coming!" then i saw this girl on a motorbike and i said " we got to get out of her " so i jumped on and she drove away from the place….then somehow we where in a Desert and i saw this big tall tornado like this and we where driving right for it

then somehow i was alone in the Desert and i did not see the girl anywhere so i began walking forward looking for a house or someone to help me

and about a minute later i saw this house so i ran to it and went inside it

and there where people there and i asked " i need help…" and one woman give me a glass of water and i drunk it

then she said something i forgot about it made me sad

and i started to cry and i said " i just..want to get home" i said to this boy or girl

and the woman must of heard me and she offered to drive me back home and i agreed and after we got into the car about a moment later we where in this small town

that looked awful like the real town i live in

and i said " turn here my house is around here" and she did and then i was back at my house

ok…so uh sorry for making this long but i wanted to give as much info as i could

what does this mean?

and don’t say " re-write it " or " i dunno"
ok?

am 14 and a girl
no….i have not watched that movie in about 2 years….i would like serious answers…..

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Divorce takes 30 days or 6 months depending on how much one has on the other. I have on her: adultry,drugs,bi-polar disease, 2 doc’s that say’s she is crazy not to include her own doc who agrees, also a police report w/witnesses of her beating the children w/ doctor reports of 6 bumps on the head with multiple bruises on her right arm, ribs, & legs. I picked her up from school the 1st day back at noon. She could not think and her head hurt when she tried to concentrate. I took her to the doc and he gave her a strong seditive.Devil woman fired her attny & hired Senator Bob Kostelka. Well, the tornado came thru and the senator put off the court date until after the settlements had been completed. It’s still on hold and he won’t let a attn to stand in for divorce. I gave her visits w/her parents only. She lives with them now. She went on southside w/my son and bought drugs. She still has my: guitars,resumes’ ,baseball cards from 1930′s, coins from 1836.What rights were violated?

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Several f4 and f5 tornadoes are heading my way and I’m scared to death! I need to get stuff quick and wake up my dad before they come. What do I need. Also we aren’t done with our storm shelter so do you think it’s safe enough? It is like a regular room except it’s out side of our house and it has concrete block walls. The door will surely come off and I’m afraid of getting sucked into the tornado. The only think it will really protect us from is maybe trees and stuff. I keep picturing my parents or me being sucked into the tornado or a tree flying into my dad’s head and killing him. PLEASE HELP ME!

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Right now where I am, a big storm is supposed to his, possibly a tornado. My parents are out, and won’t be home for awhile. We have a basement, so I know to go down there, but is there anything I should bring/do?
his = hit.

Sorry.

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everyone in the house is asleep, and I’m the only one awake!!! the tornado sirens just came on, and I have terrified of Thunderstorms during the night when I’m trying to get to sleep sleep!!!! I’ve been up since 1 AM just shaking (it was something my dad did awhile back that got me afraid of T-storms @ night..now I am so scared of them…) I need something to come me down, and if I do hear a tornado coming (’cause my parents don’t do anything when they hear a siren…just if they hear it coming, then we take shelter.) then I will be too afraid to get everyone else awake. I mailnly just need something to calm myself down.
for us, a siren does not mean anything but telling us that the National Weather Service has issued a Tornado Warning/Watch.(b/c 90% of the time nothing comes around us) We only take cover if we can hear a freight train noise coming closer than a normal train would (which is kinda difficult when u live by a railroad track.

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We have an under the stairs tornado shelter( I am poking my parents into getting a under ground one in the house). We also have a carrier that they can both fit into. Only I am worried about debris(heaven forbid!) and mostly about being down stairs for so long. I don’t want to stress them out, but I want them to be safe. How can I do this? I have a large-ish basket with a locking lid and handles they could fit in to. Would this help since it would be bigger than their carrier?

Though the warnings are in AR, i still want to be prepared. Even if we do not get it, I still want to have a plan in place for them.

May the heaven forbid something like the Super Tuesday tornado happen again.

This is their 1st set of tornado producing storms(Well not actually first first, but first enough to cause my concern. We had a 4th of July tornado but that was of no concern to us as it was headed into the next county). Every one west of my county is under a tornado watch. Though we most certainly can get it.

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Ok i get Kinda Nervous (not nessicarly Very Scared!) from Severe Thunderstorms… But not that big on tornadoes dont get me wrong if one happend i would be pushing people out of the way to find shelter and pissing my pants while doing it… (im 13 btw) and i live in florida so they get real bad like today there was a Like state wide very severe thunderstorm….. But what is wrong with me? if anything? im more nervous of Lightning and Loud Thunder…. So Whats wrong?

Answers???
So My parents think its kinda weird because usually its the other way around like people are very affraid of tornado’s and not so much just lightning

Ive been in a tornado before F-2 and a like F-0-1 in a trailer park when i was like 5

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Well my teacher had us fill out this student info sheet and when it ased for an emergancy contact # I could do nothing but say that I do not know information and that all I knew was that was on file in the office. Well apperantly this was a grade and a significant amount of points was deducted from my grade all because I didn’t know certian info.

Also she made up this story about what if "There was a tornado and the place was blowing up and you were being rollled away on a stretcher and they tried both you parents and couldn’t contact them and they came up and asked you who else is there to call?"

and NO I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP!

Do you think that it was fair for points to be decucted from my grade all because I didn’t know any emergancy contact # and all I knew that it was on file in the school office if my file ever made the transfer?

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Well my teacher had us fill out this student info sheet and when it ased for an emergancy contact # I could do nothing but say that I do not know information and that all I knew was that was on file in the office. Well apperantly this was a grade and a significant amount of points was deducted from my grade all because I didn’t know certian info.

Also she made up this story about what if "There was a tornado and the place was blowing up and you were being rollled away on a stretcher and they tried both you parents and couldn’t contact them and they came up and asked you who else is there to call?"

and NO I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP!

Do you think that it was fair for points to be decucted from my grade all because I didn’t know any emergancy contact # and all I knew that it was on file in the school office if my file ever made the transfer?

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Ok i get Kinda Nervous (not nessicarly Very Scared!) from Severe Thunderstorms… But not that big on tornadoes dont get me wrong if one happend i would be pushing people out of the way to find shelter and pissing my pants while doing it… (im 13 btw) and i live in florida so they get real bad like today there was a Like state wide very severe thunderstorm….. But what is wrong with me? if anything? im more nervous of Lightning and Loud Thunder…. So Whats wrong?

Answers???
So My parents think its kinda weird because usually its the other way around like people are very affraid of tornado’s and not so much just lightning
Ive been in a tornado before F-2 and a like F-0-1 in a trailer park when i was like 5

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i have dreams quite frequently about my parents flat out not caring. some examples have been during a tornado i say i can’t get to the basement, and they say it isn’t a big deal. or i’ll do something extraordinary, win something, get a good grade, what ever, and they just don’t care. do you think like this translates to how i feel in "real life"?

i feel really under appreciated in general. not only by my parents. i feel like if i ever did just get up and leave, the only reason people would miss me or realize i was gone is because all the shit i do for them suddenly doesn’t get done. i feel like people have high expectations for me, so when things go well, no one really cares, its expected. then when something does go wrong for once, its a huge deal. i feel like the only times i’m recognized is when some thing’s gone wrong. again, this applies to life in general, not just my parents. i feel like the world just goes on around me sometimes though. like people don’t even make an effort with me. i have to initiate things. people can talk to each other, but i’m hardly in the picture.

i don’t want this to sound like a pity story or rant, i’m just trying to get stuff out there to see if it applies.

so basically my question is, are these reoccurring dreams simply a reflexion of how i feel in real life, that people just don’t care, or do you think this could mean something different? i get them at least once a week, sometimes more.

thanks ahead of time

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okay well im in NY currently and I will be moving to Florida in about 6 months. I will have a secure job down there while I go to college, and was just curious if theres anything I should know. Thank you for your time and consideration and i mean anything…from what to bring, and if you live in Florida, what to expect…i just cant wait for college next semester
p.s. I have visited Florida many many times, but for only 2 weeks at the max and yes I have been there through 1 hurricane and 4 tornadoes I do realize that the nice weather can take a turn for the worse, but Im as prepared as Im ever going to be lol…anywhooo, any information would be great ohh, and by request of my parents, I have a "safety" net saving of ,000 just in case I need to pay for extra things

ohhh and also, how do you go about getting Florida residency and do I need to get new plates for my car? If so, I imagine Ill have to take another road test…any answers would be great thank you
yeah i was planning to move to upper florida, kinda towards the west or smack dab in the middle :p

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What can I do to help myself and be a better person?
Please do not judge me as it is hard enough living with who I have clearly become as it is. I come from a loving, wonderful family. My parents both came from nothing and worked hard to provide for me everything they could. As a child I never went without but things were never just handed to me. Also when I was younger I experienced a lot of hard situations including losing a very close relative while they were babysitting me at the age of 10 as well as losing my best friend to a freak accident at the age of 12. Many times after that I had been close to people who had passed away whether due to sickness, old age, or accidents. My parents were always wonderful but never forced me into therapy. They did the best that they could. My friend boyfriend and I had adult feelings for each other but we were so young and immature and did not know how to handle them and we treated each other very poorly. It needless to say ended very bad. From that point I have realized I have no self control. NONE. It is mainly when it comes to relationships ending because in other aspects of my life I am able to demonstrate it. I expect to always get what I want and am not able to accept when I cannot control something. I am unable to deal with rejection and always think I am able to fix something and make it better and I lack the skills and control in order to just understand that some things need to be left alone. Which in turn when relationships end I am unable to handle it emotionally and I do "crazy" things. Not in the sense of destroying property but I fabricate stories in order to get attention from my ex. I say and do things without thinking about the consequences and just expect people to forgive me and stick around. I feel bad about myself and am unhappy with where I am in my life so I am not honest to others because I want them to think better of me. I care too much about what people who are not important think and care less about what more important people think. My behavior is erratic sometimes I will sleep all day and stay out all night and wake up and get really down on myself because I know that is not what I want to do and I know I was raised better than that. I had an abortion and at the time was with a guy with whom we were both truly in love. The emotions of the relationship were very high due to the pregnancy and the choice we made together. He asked me for space and I was unable to realize that it had nothing to do with me but with him being overwhelmed. I was unable to give this to him. Rather than back off I came on full force which obviously in turn pushed him away. He clearly broke up with me. I continuously contacted him, fabricated stories and said horrible things to him in order to gain attention from him. Months went by and even after all that I had not gotten myself the help emotionally that I needed and I entered another relationship with someone who was completely wrong for me and treated me less than I deserved. I would pick fights and say horrible things to him and expect him to just forgive me. For awhile he did until he had enough. Which in turn he as well asked for space. I was unable to give him the space he asked for and contacted him extensively. I fabricated stories and said mean things to him in order to gain attention from him. I am very concerned about what others think of me however my actions have created an image and reputation that I am "crazy" I am very embarrassed of this. This person I have become is not the person I know myself to be and it scares me. I know I am a good person and I don’t know how I got this far and how my issues have completely taken over my life. I constantly push people away and run away. I get very defensive and am not able to deal with my feelings. I do know right from wrong but I do not listen to my inner voice. When I do not have stability in my life, my life tornados out of control. I get so down on myself for not working or being able to find a job and the things I have done and way I have acted that I sleep all day and my eating schedule gets messed up. When I fight with friends or others I get mean and personal. I am very ashamed of the way I act. So basically my question is what can I do (obviously therapy 100%) to better myself and be the person I know I am. Please just honest, polite answers, we all go through rough times. Thank you

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in my dream it when like this;

me and my famely wer on vacation (i’m 16 years old) to japan then i get lost when looking at all the stores after getting lost i meet a little kid who looks to be 8 years old with no parents he invaits me over to his house even thoe i turned down the offer a few times okay the kid has alot of nintando games then we seen the news on the side of a biulding that my fameliy’s dead then the little kid takes me to a hide out wich is really an abandon underground tornado shelter he convices me into staying thair wail he plans things to see if he could get me a home it takes him a few days but his parents said i could live with them and they adop me then they get me enrooled into a school then when i start to get know the city i’m in i meet a few more peopul sevral middil school girls who are smarter then me i get to be made by the girls a clown even thoe they make me look like a clown you can tell they like me wich i do find creepy cuzz they’re in middil school and i’m a freshman then i get a chgange of clothing style wail in real life i wair a black t-shirt swet pants and a red jaket in my dream the change of clothing is that i wair a red sleaveless shirt a pair of shorts in blue-geen mitirals and no jaket and the girls pick that uotfit out i just plain start walking into the right person at the right time and start to become poperler by sher luck and become frainds with nearly the hole town and they get serprized when i say my famlie died on vacation then on the 1st day of school for the year i start walking too school with the girls and we sart talking about how the school works and i wake up once the school’s in site

even thoe it was a dream it felt so real i thot it was real i thot all that was really happaning even the part about sevral days passing by i actwely pinched my self in that dream and in felt the pinch and didin’t wake up i could not only see and here but feel, tast, and evrything as if it was really happaning

so what do you think this dream means?

oh and by the way the little kid looks like the grudge

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